P.S. I Love You

I love watching movies. Who doesn't right? One thing that most of the people doesn't realizes that you do learn stuff from every film. Maybe you feel that you can't verbalize or you don't know the lesson. I was one of the people who doesn't appreciate movies.
Till, I met this one person that does. It is amazing if you know how, of course if you make the right movie choices. This film is about loss and working through grief.
I can relate myself to the character Holly Kennedy (Hilary Swank) that shuts herself away from everyone due to the stressful tension of losing her lover. I have always daydreaming about love stories, but its rarely tragic as this.
It is a weepie film, so a box of tissues are required. =p
I am all watching this movie today, I am all sobbing and laughing at the same time.
Not to forget that I am in love with Gerry Kennedy (Gerard Butler) with his Irish accent. Hehe. 

1. Holding on. 

2. Letting go. 

3.Love again. 

P.S. I Love You

Yes is the New No??

I just finish watching Yes Man. No worries, this is not another movie review. You know the plot and I do not have to reiterate it here. As you all know, in this movie, Carl Allen (Jim Carey) attended a motivational seminar, which ended he has to say yes to everything. Lucky there isn't some supernatural curse or sort of to be brought upon him due to his affirmative actions. It is more about improving himself to start to experiencing life. Which is what I love about movies. =p
Through this movie, I learned a few lessons and also a little about myself. I can relate myself to his character by his behaviour. He says no to simple things like going out with friends, instead staying at home after work watching movies and avoid, most everything...
Maybe it is the time, to say "Yes!!" rather than no?

1. Live life the way you truly want it. 
2. There is nothing wrong in giving to or sharing with others. 
3. Don't ignore or avoid opportunities. 
4. Saying yes can open your mind to new possibilities or opportunity 
5. Do not let your past take control over you.

PS : Thumbs up to the jumper song that Jim Carey sang while saving the man's life and many more hilarious scenes. No doubts, uncle Jimmy is always the best comedian.. Hehe .. ^^

Sick and Tired

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE TAKING ADVANTAGES OF ME!!!!

Poochi

'' I rescued a kitten when I was in Form 5. I named the kitten Poochi. It was my first time being a pet owner. I was so excited and I took Poochi to the vet clinic, and got her vaccinated. Not long after that, about a year and a half now, I got into college and had to stay in the hostel. My mother is unable to help me take care of Poochi because she had asthma. And so I decided to let her go by waiting someone which is kind and friendly to adopt her. I wouldn't want to let her free by the streets, it is cruel and sad. 
So, if there is anyone out there would love Poochi just the way I do, please do contact me. 
Thank you very much. =) ''


That is what I typed in the ''about the pet'' column. I posted Poochi profile in the net for adoption. It was requested by my mother. We quarreled a lot regarding Poochi. After one week, I received a phone call this afternoon from a lady regarding Poochi. She sounds interested about Poochi. Poochi will be meeting her next week. Worst of all, I might unable to see Poochi for the last time. I will be at the hostel, it is my final test week.
It is my mistake from the beginning. I noticed that I always make decision without thinking. It always ended up affecting others, especially my family.
I have been Poochi's owner for two years now. Honestly, I am unable to let her go just yet.
However, I couldn't be selfish. I couldn't only care about my desires. Who is to care for my family?


Dear Enlightened One,
Please help me overcome my dilemma. Let me be able to control my mind and desires..
- Sometimes, we need to sacrifice something to be better in life. -

Times Like This

Have you ever been to a point where you are at a crossroad?
I think... No, I am in that situation right now. Yes, I am lost..
I have been carrying an ego. That so much feeling of pride till now I am finally able to admit that I am weak.
I am suffering indirectly. I am living in a denial. I am unable to accept the truth. I am running away. I felt alone. And I am scared.
Life has not been fair to me. I lost most everything that I precious most. I lost myself. I lost my family. And I had lost the person that I had love with all my heart. I could not bear to taste anymore bitterness.
This heart is fragile.

If I have strayed from the true path.

  may I never do so again.

If I have carelessly hurt someone, by word or deed,

  may I be more mindful the next time.

Dear Buddha, the Enlightened One,  help and give me the strength to set my heart right.

  may my actions reflect, your love and compassion.

Life is a Climb

These few months I had learned a lot. I had learned that, in life, we were given chances to choose.
A chance to choose the righteous choice. A chance that will destine the path of life.
Just like a shoe. The perfect shoe that will lead us to a better place.
I did a biggest mistake in my life once, it has left a scar within me. This scar will forever remind me the mistake that I had done. I had decided to make a choice. My choice is to let go and move on.
Whenever I think about it, I couldn't sleep at night, I scared things wouldn't turn out right. I will always pray and say, thank you.
Thank you for this path that is given to me...
Thank you for enable me to see...
Thank you for teaching me...
And I will constantly remind myself that the mistake was a mistake, and the mistake will never ever happen again. Life is a climb. But the view is great. Till then, you will realize and be amazed of what you are capable of...

Thank you Guardian angels. Thank you mummy. Thank you my bro. Thank you my friends. You (all) were always there when I turn and looked back.

Forgive & Forget

This would be the most personal post entry to me. I have doubt of posting this entry. I will not write in detail.
Although, this relationship lasted for a long three years. But it`s not a matter of time....

You have a choice in life. You have decided.

Now, I decide..

I wanna FORGIVE you, and I wanna FORGET you.