真正的朋友...

After nineteen years, I could finally said that I have found the answer to my question.

'' Who are the kind of person to be called a true friend? ''

The answer;

'' A true friend is someone that will be there to give you a helping hand in ANY circumstances without expecting anything in return. "

It is an answer so simple yet having strong significant. For me, that is the best answer to my question. 

We all have friends. However, we might never be able to find a true friend. Remedy for searching a true friend? Destiny? Fate? I have no idea myself. In fact, I am searching for one too.

Here is some example a true friend should be;
Scene 1;

     One fine day, A met B. They were former classmates. A said that he/she is doing fine and having a great job with basic salary of not less than five thousand. On the other hand, B is earning not more than two thousand per month. If B, a true friend he/she will not succumbed to the Green-Eyed Monster. However, B should be proud and happy for A.

Scene 2;

     Unfortunately after some time, A got bankrupt and decided to seek B for help. B, as usual offered A to stay in his/her house. And supported A throughout his/her tough times.


Despite all the searching, if you can become a true friend yourself, you will be blessed. Remember, it is much easier to expect more than to give. Hence, be a true friend yourself first. :)

I'm A Gleek!!

Yes!! I am a fan of the (musical comedy drama) television series ''Glee''.

'' I spent large segments of each day picturing you choking on food, and I recently contacted an exotic animal dealer because I had a very satisfying dream that I once shoved your face into one of those pink-inflamed monkey butts. ''

'That is my favourite statement said by Sue Sylvester (Jane Lynch). I'll be missing her with her red tracksuit and sarcasm jokes. >.<''

High school life is definitely different in Malaysia compare to the State. We do not have Glee club here to make us (the least appreciated / rejected socially / the not so popular groups) to feel good about ourselves. I would have join. Unfortunately, it is too late for me now as I am no longer in high school. I know.. I know.. I am old :p

This drama series is truly aspiring. It shows us determination towards our dreams, even thought we are being rejected or teased by our peers or the society. In this drama, each of the members have different attitude and characters. But ONE DREAM. We are not prefect as we make mistakes. And sometimes we had hard time working together as a team. But through a little of hard work and patience. We'll be granted. :)

Season 1 has ended. I can't wait to know what's going to happen in the upcoming season. As we are waiting to watch the next season, let's start and not giving up in search for our dreams!!

You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop Snoogums-Boogums :3

The cutest thing ever!! :3



You're my Honeybunch

Sugarplum, Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, you're my Sweetie PieYou're my CuppycakeGumdrop, Snoogums-Boogums,you're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to knowThat I'll always be right hereAnd I love to sing sweet songs to youBecause you are so dear~
<3

Don't Worry, Be Happy

How do you define happiness? I used to always say that everything is elusive for me. It is difficult to discribe, sometimes. Heheh.. :p

Some say happiness is finding good things in your life. Can material possession give you happiness? If so, then millionaires should not feel frustrated with life. Even if you did feel happy. It is for a moment till you realized that you have new things you want. Which leads to greed. It is a no no.. :(

Now, I think otherwise. Happiness is an attitude. It is all inside of your mind. It is the matter of how you think, and how you want things to be the way it is.  :) 

You may say. It is easy to say. Applying is difficult. And the list goes on..and on...

Yes, no doubt. Saying it is much..much..way easier than doing it. At the end, it is your choice. You have a choice, dear. ;p

I don't have a standard official remedy for being happy. :p   But still I would like to share. 

Start by shoving that 'little pain in the arse' thingy into the deepest corner of your heart. I know it is not easy and you may think that no one cares or understands. It is okay. Then start appreciating yourself and the things you have around you. A like attracts like metaphor. When you start loving yourself and then you will send out positive energy..that will attracts more positive energy. :)

Although it is not the best way. Scars are tattooed. But through time..will tell. Everything will be fine. 

So, don't worry and be happy now! Enjoy~ :3

My responsibility for now and forevermore

I am a fully grown up woman now. Hmm.. Maybe not mentally, but physically I am. Not gonna deny that fact anymore. I remembered I used to always say that I am not a girl, and not yet a woman. Hehe.. Say, is it an excuse or being silly? :p  Since physically I am, why not mentally I am too, isn't it? I would sound exaggerate if I say that I am fully matured. Let's just say.. We all are learners till our last breath.

Therefore, I should experience and learn what is destined for me in this lifetime and grow old gracefully and graciously.. :D I make mistakes and I have learned from it. Although I kept repeating it, but it is okay.. Because, well hey!! Nobody is perfect. I may not erase my past, but it is okay. I will draw a future. ;p

I maybe a fool, you may say. But watch out the one who is fooling around. What goes around, comes around. ;p

I want to make my parents proud of me. They are reason I am here. They are my number one fan that had so much faith and hopes in me. Besides, they are the people that would never leave us. For sure.. :)

I don't want to return to my past anymore. Because, that would be extreme selfish. 

What is the purpose living in this world only satisfying our own desires. I would rather satisfy Nature's creation. And my mummy and daddy :p 

NO MORE DENIAL!!!! I AM STRONG!!!!

I AM STRONG!!

I was attached by love, I wasn't thinking about the REALITY of the situation that is happening to me. Stop blaming myself that it happens because of me. This happened to me, I didn't caused it, I didn't do it, it happened to me or it could happened to anyone or anybody. But I am glad it happened to me. Because I am proud to say it to my children, my generations. Or anyone out there.

That I AM STRONG!! YOU ARE STRONG!!

He don't understand. I know he realized the extent of what he did. He know he did it. He apologized. But that is not the problem. It is the SCAR. You flashed back, you remembered, all the time...whether you like it or not, it comes back, and it is PAINFUL. That he will never, ever understand. I do believe the possibility to change. Whether you want to do it or not. It is the action that matters, not the way you talk that counts. Take responsibility for your actions. Not find a way (excuse) to feel sorry for yourself. 

Love doesn't go away, right away. It takes time. But don't ever return and react out of love. Because love is blind, love is so blind. I learned it the hard way. And it is the best way.

I deleted my Facebook account just a minute ago. I realized that I had wasted most of my precious time browsing at others profile, poking people, oh..not to forget, games.. Farmville? Petville? Cafe world? 

You name it.. So, yeap!! DELETED!! ;p

Have A Little Faith

When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Just let my love throw a spark
An' have a little faith in me

An' when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try, baby
An' have a little faith in me

(Chorus)
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me

An' when your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here darlin' from a whisper start
Have a little faith in me

An' when your back's against the wall
Just turn around an' a you will see
I'll be there, I'll be there to catch your fall
So have a little faith in me

I've been loving you for such a long time, baby
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
Cause for us there is no end
All you gotta do is have a little faith in me

I will hold you up!
I will hold you up!
Because your love it gives me strength enough
So have a little faith in me (have a little faith)

Hey hey!
All you gotta do for me is have a little faith in me

<3

Headache.... Heartache.... =,(

The Tour At A Ladang

 The is the first time ever Caryn, Jia Yi's tour to a ladang!! It is all started due to that mummy got an order from a family who wished to held a pre-CNY party. They had ordered ten dishes which included deserts. One of the dish is Pandan Chicken, this one dish had lead us to a place unknown to me. Hehe.. =P
Due to the lack of pandan leaf for the preparation of this particular dish, mummy and I decided to go get some pandan leafs at Taman Tenaga area. However one of mummy's friend call up and the route decision has changed.

On the way to Sungai Buloh, the car's air-con blow out "hot air" all of the sudden. It was so hot that we decided to off it and open the windows instead. Till I noticed that the car's heat radiator meter was going up. It almost reaches the red line. I got so shocked and told mummy about it. I pull over the car to the side of the road and turned off the engine. It was so scary.. Then mummy suddenly thought about the water in the radiator, it is hell yeah empty.. >.<"
That explains everything from the hot air-con to the heat radiator meter. Mummy and I both stunned and senseless. This is the time when I truly believed it was the Angels that assisted us. We looked at our surroundings and we are actually parked in front of a plant nursery. I went it and asked for some water to fill in to the radiator. Guessed what, the radiator cover is spoiled. However the water that I poured, filled into the radiator. Impressive? There are no gaps there. It was the Angel's help definitely. We waited there for fifteen minutes and started the engine once more and off we go.. Hehe..^^

We reached mummy's friend restaurant and she brought us to a ladang. We cut, washed, counted, packed the pandan leafs. It was tired, but fun.. Let me share this one embarrassed moments I had there. The owner of the ladang sells turkeys, ducks, chickens and also fishes. It all happens when we were discussing about the price range of the animal they're selling. A duck ran out from no where and I said "oh, is this the turkey?" Everyone starts laughing and said "No, it is a duck." Oh yeah.. That is so embarrassing. I ate duck's meat and I identify one as a turkey? Sobbie.. =(
I had so much fun there, it was a great experience. Learned new stuffs. I even got a change to touch a turkey's egg. It was heavy!! =P
I turned down Al and Mr.Greenie's invitation to the OUG's night market. So sorry guys. Will make it up to both of you k.

PS: Not to forget, thank you so much for your assistance and help, Angels.

There are No Boundaries!!!!

No Boundaries by Kris Allen

Seconds, hours, so many days.

You know what you want,but how long can you wait?

Every moment last forever.

When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?

I started believing that I could be wrong.

But you give me one good reason.

So here I am, still holding on.

With every step, you climb another mountain

Every breath, it's harder to believe.

You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes.

To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere. 

Just when you almost gave up on your dreams.

They take you by the hand and show you that you can.

There are no boundaries.

There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge.

What if today is as good as it gets?

Don't know where the future's heading.

But nothing's gonna bring me down.

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line.

I've risked being safe but I always knew why.

I always knew why.

So here I am, still holding on.

With every step, you climb another mountain.

Every breath, it's harder to believe.

You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes.

To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere.

Just when you almost gave up on your dreams.

They take you by the hand and show you that you can.

You can go higher, you can go deeper.

There are no boundaries above and beneath you.

Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you.

And your dreams.

With every step, you climb another mountain.

Every breath, it's harder to believe.

You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes.

There are no boundaries.

There are no boundaries.

There are no boundaries.

<3

Dedicate to those who are struggling in their lives.

P.S. there are no boundaries.. ^^

Counting the ticks of the clock. Next week will be my midterm examination. Have been lazying and slacking around, can't seems to get enough of the telly. Just dropping by to say hi to my bloggie.. Hehe.. =p

Replacement for Speaker

My lappy's speaker aren't working the way it was before. There are some squeaky noises coming out along with the songs I played. Sob sob.. I decided to get a replacement, before my lappy's speaker get any worser. I went to IOI Mall with mummy today and bought back a Logitech S150 USB Digital Speaker. I could finally listen to my playlist peacefully. Hehe ^^ 

2010 Resolution

Just when the clock strikes twelve on the 31st of December, explosive coloured flames from fireworks can be seen just anywhere, people all over the world cheer and wish each other a Happy New Year. For some, this event is just a change of the calender or getting a year older. However, I would rather say the New Year symbolize the starting of a new year equals to a new resolution. Or should I say a start of a new chapter in a person's life.

My New Year Resolution 
Improve 

1. Health;

    Exercise, Lose those extra pounds, Eat healthy & lesser proportion. 

        

2. Self; 

     Attitude, Anger, Be more organized, Be more independent & responsible, Manage time wisely, 

     Help others.

3. Education; 

    Improve my grades =( 

4. Improve Financial; 

    Wisely use bank notes.

****No more ecchi manga =p

Dear Enlightened One,

This is my first time having such resolution/decision making.. I do have this one hope which is so particular important to me that I will let go of the past and move on, forward without looking back. Please guide me and those who is trying too.. =)