My responsibility for now and forevermore

I am a fully grown up woman now. Hmm.. Maybe not mentally, but physically I am. Not gonna deny that fact anymore. I remembered I used to always say that I am not a girl, and not yet a woman. Hehe.. Say, is it an excuse or being silly? :p  Since physically I am, why not mentally I am too, isn't it? I would sound exaggerate if I say that I am fully matured. Let's just say.. We all are learners till our last breath.

Therefore, I should experience and learn what is destined for me in this lifetime and grow old gracefully and graciously.. :D I make mistakes and I have learned from it. Although I kept repeating it, but it is okay.. Because, well hey!! Nobody is perfect. I may not erase my past, but it is okay. I will draw a future. ;p

I maybe a fool, you may say. But watch out the one who is fooling around. What goes around, comes around. ;p

I want to make my parents proud of me. They are reason I am here. They are my number one fan that had so much faith and hopes in me. Besides, they are the people that would never leave us. For sure.. :)

I don't want to return to my past anymore. Because, that would be extreme selfish. 

What is the purpose living in this world only satisfying our own desires. I would rather satisfy Nature's creation. And my mummy and daddy :p