I was attached by love, I wasn't thinking about the REALITY of the situation that is happening to me. Stop blaming myself that it happens because of me. This happened to me, I didn't caused it, I didn't do it, it happened to me or it could happened to anyone or anybody. But I am glad it happened to me. Because I am proud to say it to my children, my generations. Or anyone out there.
That I AM STRONG!! YOU ARE STRONG!!
He don't understand. I know he realized the extent of what he did. He know he did it. He apologized. But that is not the problem. It is the SCAR. You flashed back, you remembered, all the time...whether you like it or not, it comes back, and it is PAINFUL. That he will never, ever understand. I do believe the possibility to change. Whether you want to do it or not. It is the action that matters, not the way you talk that counts. Take responsibility for your actions. Not find a way (excuse) to feel sorry for yourself.
Love doesn't go away, right away. It takes time. But don't ever return and react out of love. Because love is blind, love is so blind. I learned it the hard way. And it is the best way.
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